by
Jacob Fowler
to drown is to die with something in you,
then what is it to die while driving, 
to die in the sand which seems 
too foreign to you. 
a grandson is at home, just old enough 
to be embarrassed that he can’t talk yet, 
he was learning what your face  
could look like 
he saw it, so now it can be in his dreams, 
your voice too 
your voice which now blends with the screech 
of your tires, with the screech of your wife 
your voice will live in a tree 
in the grandson’s head 
a tree which will learn to speak 
when watered with black sugars 
and grow upside down 
if it blossoms those  
dry cotton mouth miseries
that fill your last memories  
miseries that only a dead man 
with a growing voice can bury up  
Jacob Fowler is an elementary school teacher in Oakland, CA. He recently graduated from Pitzer College with his BA in World Literature. His work has appeared in Barren Magazine, Ghost City Review, Levee Magazine, Riggwelter Press, and others.